Solitude

I realise that at the end of the day, I couldn't be dependent on anyone else but myself. In all the hectic and fun things that are happening in my life, at night time, I will fall back to my solitude self. I need to understand and learn, that the people in my life right now, are not gonna be there in the future; the friends that I've made in tertiary level are not gonna stick til I get married and have kids. We will all go our separate ways. I don't think anyone would want to call me back up and ask whether I wanna go out and hang out. Sometimes, I need a reminder that all that is happening right now is temporary. It sucks knowing this painful truth but the truth does hurt.

"Nobody else is responsible for making sure you are happy. It's wonderful if there are people in your life who care enough to try, but at the end of the day, everything and everyone around us is fleeting and  impermanent. Build yourself on the foundation of another, and you'll crash when they decide to leave."