During this time of the month, I hate to agree that my emotions and my thoughts would be running wild and all over the place. It affects people and I don't feel sorry at all about their feelings. I'm more self-centered when I'm bleeding from below.
A few days ago, I was texting with this guy that I really like. It was a happy feeling because he said 'hi' to me first. But the last we texted, I was asking him a question. He told me he wanted to go out somewhere and I only asked what for. But he didn't reply. His last seen made me rage even more and he can even reply on the group whatsapp. I over-reacted about that issue. I know it was a small matter and I could look pass it. But I didn't. Not until today.
I realise that I made a big fuss about a text that he didn't reply. It made me feel stupid because I tweeted about that and I can assure that whatever angry tweets I posted, he knew it was for him. So up til now, we haven't spoke/texted each other. I have my big ego and I don't want to talk to him first after what he has done. I'm still keeping a little tinge of frustration against him but I will look pass it fully only when he decides to talk to me first.
I know how far we have grown from complete strangers, to friends, to special friends and now to a completely whole new level. If we ever broke off this friendship and never talk to each other again, I am going to be so pissed off because the reason it happened was all for a small petty issue.
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